Our's Memories

Beloved Memories but it was END

it just can be our memory..

cause our friendship was end



refer back to these 9 years

really a lot of memories between u and me



since primary school standard 1

i changed school to SJK(C) Tai Thung

density let us study in the same class

then we started to know each other

from 1K till 6M we also stuying the same class

primary school de memories maybe not very clear in my mind

but almost end of standard 6 de life i sure i remember all of it

cause we since to be best friend in that year

since we trained our dance for gradution ceremony

at the time

u all came my house for training

dun know who of u all step on cat's shit

damn funny

and then we eat KFC in my house

and also we go to Shi Wei house

swim, and play...

all of us was very happy

LOL

i very enjoyed in that



Form 1

we study the same school again

but my UPSR result not so good

we were not in the same class

our relation not so good dy



Form 2

we continue studying in the same class

continue our relation

i started to joined ur gang

cause before that year i'm not same class with u

in that year

i deny with Chui Kien

cause she sell out our friendship

in the end of that

u and the gang also stand in my side

i really feel that i'm the most lucky cause i can know u all



Form 3

our relation more close dy

cause we sit beside each other

we since like no secret in out heart

what also will tell each other

no secret between me and u

but i still remember we have an arguement in that year

but forgot cause what we argue

after a few days

we chat back

continue our friendship

we hang out together

played together

chat secret together

roller also u teach me de >.<

however

i also think that u're my best friend ever



but this year

i feel u were different

u changed very big

is not the time i know geh u

maybe is my personal feelings or whatever

cause all people also will change their atttitude

include of me

we less chat to each other dy

feel u got a bit narrow-minded

i started lack in self-confidence in our friendship

i fully no confidense to u

i'm not trusting u anymore

i also dun know why i will feel like this

maybe is something made us like this

but i really dun know what was happen between us



till 23th April 2010

just a suddenly big arguement

our friendship is over

since i standard 1 know till now de friend

our friendship is over

this few days i think many

many of our happy memories

memories between us



this arguement

can't said is who's wrong

cause all of us also have wrong

but dun know wrong of what

me and your nature were the same

very determine to ourself

not easily to put down our self-respect

so

i think our friendship can continue only if each of us will put down our self-respect

if not really can't be like before dy



this few days

i pretend to be nothing

i join the boy's gang

it was so freely

always joking this and that

sometimes they will care of me

but i still feel very sad of our friendship

cry many times and feel lonely sometimes



memories is just memories

can't back anymore

i hope i can stop thinking of it

cause really very miserable when i keep thinking of it



our friendship really will stop at here?

i don't hope so

but it's real

not dream

if it was just a dream

i wish to wake up faster

9 years dy

9 years de friendship is not easily to forget

i hate the feeling of now

it's so bitter!!!