Gonna be EMO

刚才跟爸爸聊天
突然的
爸爸说要搬家了
还说要送我出国求学

搬家
我一点都不想搬家
不想失去我现在所拥有的一切
不想失去跟我老公相处的机会
不想失去我在这里认识的朋友
还有很多很多

搬家后又要转学
不想失去在这所学校里的回忆
不想去到一个陌生的环境读书
不想在陌生的环境认识新朋友
讨厌他们问三问四的

出国
虽然以前是又想过啦
但是现在一点也不想去
之前的我还小
什么都不懂
还没把感情看得太重
但现在不同了

亲情已经没了
在家根本没人关心我
爸妈老早就离婚了
在爸爸家时
每天放学回到家
就做家务
不做家务就被后母骂
做完家务就在房里做自己的东西
就算爸爸放工回来
也不会进我房间看看我
关心下我
在妈妈家
每个星期只能去妈妈家两天
去到后
从早到晚不是对电视就是对电脑
很少跟妈妈沟通
只是出去时
妈妈会尽量买我想要的东西来满足我

友情与爱情
我不能缺少
我要
他们的真心
他们的关心
他们永远在我心里是最重要的
真得不能失去

想象下如果我真的失去了所有
我还能在世界里生活吗？
我讨厌寂寞
我不喜欢独立
我要有人陪伴在我身边

想到这里
眼泪就很不听话的流出来
我总是那么的脆弱

我不要搬家，也不要出国读书
我只要我在这里的一切，和我在这里的朋友

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藕家老公不懂做么
突然没心情了
不懂该怎么办
现在藕
根本就不晓得怎么弄人开心
因为自己也处于EMO状态
没用！！！

♥ Day with my Hubby ♥ + I.U. Day of SMKBBSP

19/06/2010
6.30am woke up..
prepared this and that..
7.30am out from house..
go to school for I.U Day..

formal look of today >.<

8.00am reach school..
walking into school..
many eyes on me..
look like so curious..>.<"
first one who praise my formal look is Wei Kei..
haha..
happy luu..xD
den help to do something luu..
actually so early go also no use de..
nothing to do also..
stand there..
walk here walk there..
lol..
wearing high heel leh..
leg damn pain..

finally..
before the event start..
Wai Ken give a job for me..
lol..
just an easy job..
ask me to serve the biscuit to the guest when teabreak..

10++am
event start..
after some speech..
den is ice breaking game..
blow a balloon..
tied up on legs den start to step on others ppl's balloon..
at the end who's leg still have balloon than is winner..
there was some pic about it..

left 3 ppl here..

cant settle..

then use scissors paper stone settle..

at last

this is the winner..

winner need to dance follow the beats that interacters give..

after that is Spellman sing..
"I Believe" in korean.

no respond by the guest..

then interacters syok sendiri..

zz..

冷场
then was teabreak time..
rush to the canteen..
but all the things is ready..
no need me to serve  anything or what..

11++am
hubby come fetch me jor..
me can't tahan jor..
leg damn pain..
go tell Wai Ken..
than straight away went out..
up jor hubby's car..
straightaway change my shoes..
hate that high heel..>.<"

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take pic take pic

duno what time..
go LRT..
go Time Square..
take our lunch at “凤凰”again..
hubby eat curry chicken rice again..
today dun know why..
all ppl just eat a few then full jor..
zz.
finish lunch..
me and hubby go gai gai..

pull hubby go into girl's dressing shop again..
haha..
but today hubby no face red red jor..
just diam diam..
very silent like no mood..
ask hubby..
hubby say nothing..
continue walk luu..
zz..
then walk har walk har..
i tell hubby something..
hubby straight no mood jor..
find place rest..

hubby keep dun want talk to me leh..
heart pain ar..
hug hubby awhile..
then cry jor..='(
first time let hubby saw me cry in front of me..
last time also no face to face de..
fish jor>.<

then then then.....shhhhhhhhhhhh......

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take pic again..

continue gai gai again..
hubby say buy ring for me leh..
then we go find ring lo..
Time Square cant find..
we go Sungei Wang find..
first shop we saw the first ring we like but no my size jor..
sad ar..
den another style..
no size also..
zz..
sien jor..
go other shop and see luu..
see jor many ring also no my size jor..
finally we bought a ring that we like..
a couple ring..

can put our name on it also^^
but need half an hour only can take..
we decided after movie only cmoe back take luu..

4++pm jor..
need to watch movie jor..
wait hubby's friend come find us and go pavillion together..
while we waiting for his friend..
we take pic again..
hehe..
hubby like take pic wor^^

hubby's friend come jor..
walk go pavillion luu..
walao..
under a big sun again..
zz..
so hot..
and pavillion de cinema 露天de.
zz..
wait till whole body also sweat..
my hubby hate sweat..
den no mood jor..
duno want how tam back hubby>.<"
useless leh.
haih..

watch " sex in city"..
boring movie..
zz..
no comment about that..

finish movie..
go toilet.
then walk back to Sg Wang take out ring..
got our name at each other ring..
nice leh..
i like the 音符 that on the ring..

hehe..
thx hubby..
 love ya..

after that LRT bak home luu..
picha picha..

tired jor.. take pic also not nice de>.<"

reach Bukit Jalil LRT..
find uncle..
cause unle come fetch me..
but cant find his car..
call him luu..
call jor he ask me wait at the LRT there..
after that he call back me..
ask me walk here walk there..
dulan jor.. ask him go car4 fetch me he dun want..
keep ask me walk here walk there..
zzz..
argh...
damn dulan lar....
!@#$%^&*(

~A DAY PASS~

♥ Gathering Of 6M(2006) at-Voon's house, Carrefoue, MLC(cc)

16/06/2010
wake up early in the morning..
then go wash my face..
prepare this prepare that..
till 11am..
my uncle fetch me go voon's house..

reach voon house ady saw many friends at there le..
then i taught myself is the most late one..
but i'm not..
haha..
still got ppl late than me..
reach there chat chat chat..
cause some of them really long time didn't meet dy..
bla bla bla..
take pic take pic..

till 12pm++
we started to walk to Carrefour..
lol..
walk leh..
from voon's house walk to Carrefour far than my house..
zz..

weather was hot also..
walk till half we separate into few gangs..
some walk here some walk there..
see which gang faster reach Carrefour..
me, bei le, wei tze, wen jie, weng jun, wai hou, tzyy siong, yit soong, chui kien... one gang
others another gang..
if left jor who dun sorry ya..
cause my memory so bad..
haha
we saw Super tuition centre de van uncle..
than we ask thee uncle to fetch us go..
the uncle was very good..
free and fetch us go there..
no need walk under a big sun^^

reach Carrefour
buy MCD but not eat there..
we decided to find place yum cha de..
but full house jor..
make all the ppl that bought jor MCD de need to sit a side and eat..

so pity..
feel apologize to them..
paiseh..

after that..
some go roller..
some not going to roller de back voon's house..

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5pm
walk to MLC..

da gei..
da gei....
da gei......

7pm
walk back to his house again..
some is going back le..

chat chat chat..
all go to his room..

me and bei li keep take pic with his bear..

a big bear that just need RM0.50 from England..
shocked..

when waiting my uncle coming to fetch me..
we play cards (co dai dee)..
cards was nice..
but also lost to 3dee..
>.<
just the first game..
den uncle reach jor..
back home luu..

it was too tired..
so yesterday i didn't on comp at night..
reach home..
bath jor den sms with hubby till sleep..

wish to have a gathering faster..
next gathering
we decide to BBQ at voon's house again..

*my hubby jealous the whole day..
cause i hang out with friends..
haha..
dear ar..
dun jealous dy lar..
just friend..
nothing de lar..
i wont give ppl snatch away de.. ♥

♥ Day with my Hubby ♥

12/06/2010 Saturday

hanging out with my hubby~♥
go `Time Square` for movie..

actually i may out at 12pm de..
but hubby ask me out earlier and got more time can acc him..
den i ma out at 9++am luu..

9++am..
mummy fetch me go lrt station..
my hubby stilll at friend's house arhh..
ask me out early but himself late..
bad hubby..
reach there i wait for hubby alone at the counter there..
dun know what day today is..
so many MALAY GUYS wearing blue shirt at there walk here walk there..
while i was waiting hubby..
the malay guys come 'liu' me..
zz..
HATE THEM!!!
make me scold at them early in the morning..
haiz..
mood straight down..

10+am hubby only reach..
sad narhh..
then go find hubby's friends..
after that we buy ticket and straight go `TS`..
reach there just 10++am..
hubby hungry jor..
go "feng huang" eat mum mum..
hehe..
today i get hubby liike eat de things jor..
hubby like eat *curry chicken rice*~♥

after eat we go shopping luu..
hubby's friends say want go `dagei` de..
then left me and hubby..
i bring hubby go in a girl's shop..
hubby face red red and shy shy dy..
cause he saw many girls..
then we faster go out luu..
haha..
after a few minutes..
hubby's friends call..
ask wher are we..
cause they dun want to `dagei` dy..
to expensive..
zzz..
then they follow us shopping..
till they saw a bench..
they go sitted on the bench..
me and hubby go gaigai ourselves^^
yea..
we 2 again..
walk here walk there..
tired jor..
find place to rest..
then......♥(secret)
bleukk..

2.10pm
we go to the cinema..
watch "The Karate Kid"..
Jacky Chan & Jaden Smith..
nice to watch..
in the cinema i keep lying on hubby the shouder..
long time didn't like this watch movie jor..
sweet nerh..♥

after finish the movie..
hubby & his friends "急尿"
lol..
all run fast fast for toilet..
that occasion damn funny..

after that we when back by LRT
just 5++pm only leh..
so early..
then want back home jor..
next week monday till friday also cant meet with hubby ar..
cause hubby not free..
zz..
sad jor luu..
reach Bukit Jalil LRT..
hubby fetch me back home..

6pm sharp reach home..
then wait for daddy back and fetch me go aunt house BBQ
zz..

6++pm
going to aunt's house..

am I cool? ;P

7pm start BBQ
then dad 8pm want go jor..
8pm go 1Utama meet his friends..
and eat again..
go eat steamboat..
walao..
eat till me full till want vomit dy..
then I go shopping awhile..
between i'm finding a formal uniform for next saturday de IU day..
cause till now i also haven't have a formal uniform..
but still cant find it..
haiz..
back to the restaurant..
10pm only can finish table de food..
zz..

after that go NEWAY
sing K..
me vary tired dy..
but still need accompany them go sing..
luckily still got hubby acc me SMS..
till 1am midnight..
hubby very tired dy..
want sleep dy..
cant acc me dy..
leave me alone..
acc daddy them sing k luu..
till 2am..

tired till hell de facee..

ugly..

yea..
finally can back home dy..
miss my bed so much..
haha..
back home no bath..
straight away lie on bed..
sleep dy..