Beloved Memories but it was END
it just can be our memory..
cause our friendship was end
refer back to these 9 years
really a lot of memories between u and me
since primary school standard 1
i changed school to SJK(C) Tai Thung
density let us study in the same class
then we started to know each other
from 1K till 6M we also stuying the same class
primary school de memories maybe not very clear in my mind
but almost end of standard 6 de life i sure i remember all of it
cause we since to be best friend in that year
since we trained our dance for gradution ceremony
at the time
u all came my house for training
dun know who of u all step on cat's shit
damn funny
and then we eat KFC in my house
and also we go to Shi Wei house
swim, and play...
all of us was very happy
LOL
i very enjoyed in that
Form 1
we study the same school again
but my UPSR result not so good
we were not in the same class
our relation not so good dy
Form 2
we continue studying in the same class
continue our relation
i started to joined ur gang
cause before that year i'm not same class with u
in that year
i deny with Chui Kien
cause she sell out our friendship
in the end of that
u and the gang also stand in my side
i really feel that i'm the most lucky cause i can know u all
Form 3
our relation more close dy
cause we sit beside each other
we since like no secret in out heart
what also will tell each other
no secret between me and u
but i still remember we have an arguement in that year
but forgot cause what we argue
after a few days
we chat back
continue our friendship
we hang out together
played together
chat secret together
roller also u teach me de >.<
however
i also think that u're my best friend ever
but this year
i feel u were different
u changed very big
is not the time i know geh u
maybe is my personal feelings or whatever
cause all people also will change their atttitude
include of me
we less chat to each other dy
feel u got a bit narrow-minded
i started lack in self-confidence in our friendship
i fully no confidense to u
i'm not trusting u anymore
i also dun know why i will feel like this
maybe is something made us like this
but i really dun know what was happen between us
till 23th April 2010
just a suddenly big arguement
our friendship is over
since i standard 1 know till now de friend
our friendship is over
this few days i think many
many of our happy memories
memories between us
this arguement
can't said is who's wrong
cause all of us also have wrong
but dun know wrong of what
me and your nature were the same
very determine to ourself
not easily to put down our self-respect
so
i think our friendship can continue only if each of us will put down our self-respect
if not really can't be like before dy
this few days
i pretend to be nothing
i join the boy's gang
it was so freely
always joking this and that
sometimes they will care of me
but i still feel very sad of our friendship
cry many times and feel lonely sometimes
memories is just memories
can't back anymore
i hope i can stop thinking of it
cause really very miserable when i keep thinking of it
our friendship really will stop at here?
i don't hope so
but it's real
not dream
if it was just a dream
i wish to wake up faster
9 years dy
9 years de friendship is not easily to forget
i hate the feeling of now
it's so bitter!!!
