无聊 + 心酸

无聊

今天
开电脑
on9
开了MSN
就不懂要做什么了

心酸

刚想起-猪〔辉〕
那天跟我说他前女友的事
又想到我有他前女友的blog link
就去看下
顺便八卦下他以前的事
怎知道越看越心酸
原想关了不要看了
但又忍不住继续看
咳~

他跟他前女友的照：

看到这就想到我跟他现在一张合照也没有~

现在都不懂是怎样的心情~

My Birthday =] Happy Birthday to me

Happy Birthday to.. me
Happy Birthday to.. me
Happy Birthday to.. me
Happy Birthday to.. me
hehe =]

我生日到了噜…

有人记得吗？

有是有啦…

不多咯…

刚查了手机里的电话簿

手机里有300++的朋友哦

很多乜

不错不错

交友广阔

哈哈^.^

不过只有区区16人记得我的生日

也算还好啦

好过没有>.<

facebook里

有211朋友

都有23人祝福我哦^.^

开心

今早

跟妈妈去吃点心

然后下午就去找人

找谁？

不说都懂咯

当然是辉咯

猪一个 =P

找他陪我街街

过生日咯

很快的就过了一天

以下是我的礼物

衣服：

腰带

包包

猪送的：

可爱熊熊

我最喜欢的

猜猜是什么

猜了才往下按哦

哈哈

是颈链啦

谢谢所有祝福我和送我礼物的人^^

爱你们哦^^

Muackx^3^

24/12 Take PMR Result

yesterday
Christmas-eve
morning 8++am wake up
then prepare myself
eat breakfast
change my school uniform
go school take PMR result..

when takingg PMR result:

MY PMR RESULT

还有一天

平安夜

好好的平安夜

被老豆说是失身夜 @.@



还有两天

圣诞节

提早跟大家说声圣诞节快乐

Merry Christmas



还有四天

我生日

有人记得吗？

有时有啦

少咯 T.T

记得我生日的朋友们

记得送礼哦 ^^

17/12

12.00pm

Carrefour Roller

无聊

少人

还有不想见到的人也有去

没心情玩

白白RM10飞走了

还有RM10时朋友请的^^

整体来说

闷

5.30pm

1st time Snooker

玩爽罢了

5人玩

ck最pro咯

进最多

yan也不错

哈哈

我差咯

才进了两粒

6.00pm/6.00pm++

4楼

打机场

玩赛车

先先从最后一名跳到第一名了

然后太得意洋洋了

没专心

然后就最后一名了 T.T

一场赛车后

ck要玩射枪

我们三条水看着他自high

哈哈

然后一个马来仔跟他一起玩

最后还是ck赢啦

马来仔noob到屁那样

玩完了

上个厕所

回家咯

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about 辉

辉对我冷淡了哦

昨天一整天都不理我

直到10pm++

才回了我12封信息

就叫我去睡觉

今天

信息17封

MSN一下下

不理我了

问他是不是不要我

又说没有

我

没话说

haiz..................

辉。。

我到底做错什么了？

怎么连解释都没有一个就叫我以后都不再找你？

这算什么易事啊？

就只说了一句话

说我跟J搞暧昧

这很慌缪吧

我跟J搞暧昧？

几时的事啊

我跟他不就是普通朋友吗？

你凭什么说我跟他搞暧昧啊

今天下午

从我睡醒后

我信息你

你就只回了我一句

叫我去死

现在

我刚开电脑

一开MSN

就看到你留给我的offline信息

说我跟他搞暧昧

我真得很想问清楚

这到底怎么回事

信息你却不理我

我连食欲也没了

刚才吃饭只吃几口

你可以跟我说这到底什么回事吗？

希望你能看到我这些话

尽早回我的信息

我不想再将毫不知情的情况下

任由你说不理我就不理我

我需要个合理的解释

New MSN Plus & New Blogger Background

my new blogger background


middle


middle



above de

at the end

middle oso

find very long

and so hard oli find can find tis background

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my new msn plus

haha

thx for someone teach me how to do tis..

对男孩的话

男孩的冲动
让女孩失望

男孩一时之气
让女孩伤透心

男孩的道歉
女孩接受了

希望男孩不会再对女孩
说出不该说的话
而让女孩伤心

Yuk!ko の Ｌovё Soиg

that's why you go

那是为何(你走了)

baby won't you tell me why?

宝贝不要告诉我为什么

there is sadness in your eyes.

你的眼底写着悲咽

i don't wanna say goodbey to you.

我不想就此与你告别

love is one big illusion!

爱是一场幻灭

l should try to forget.

我该尽力将其忘却

but there is something left in my head.

但我的心中总留存着一种感觉

you're the one who set it up.

是你带给我这种感觉

now you're the one to make it stop.

又是你将它浇灭

i'm the one who's feeling lost right now.

现在我的心早已迷失方向

now you want me to forget.

现在你要我忘却

every little thing you said.

你所说的一切

but there is something left in my head.

但我心中总留存着一种感觉

i won't forget the way you're kissing.

我忘不了你亲吻的热烈

the felling's so strong

这深挚的情感

were lasting for so long!

将绵绵不绝

but l'm not the man ur heart is missing!

但我却不是你心中想念的男人

that's why you go away l know!

那正是为何你不辞而别

you were never satisfied.

我知道无论我怎样努力

no matter how l tried.

也无法使你满意

now you wanna say goodbye to me.

现在你要向我告别

love is one big illusion!

爱是一场幻灭

i should try to forget!

我该尽力将其忘却

but there is something left in my head!

但我心中总留存着一种感觉

i won't forget the way you're kissing!

我忘不了你亲吻的热烈

the felling's so strong!

这深挚的情感

were lasting for so long!

将绵绵不绝

but l'm not the man ur heart is missing!

但我却不是你心中想念的男人

that's why you go away l know!

那正是为何你不辞而别

yes l know !

是的,我知道

sitting here all alone.

孤独的坐在这

in the middle of nowhere.

不知身在何处

don't know which way to go.

不知该何去何从

there airn't so much 2 say now between us.

你我已相对无言

there ain't so much for you.

你不再意味着什么

there ain't so much for me anymore.

对你我已冷却了心情对我你也有同感

i won't forget the way you're kissing!

我忘不了你亲吻的热烈

the feeling's so strong.

这深挚的情感

were lasting for so long!

将绵绵不绝

but l'm not the man ur heart is missing!

但我却不是你心中想念的男人

that's why you go away l know!

那正是为何你不辞而别

that's why you go away l know!

那正是为何你不辞而别

This is post for some boys who still duno what is love

What is love?

Love is a choice, not a feeling..

Love is caring, not waiting..

If love u have now is a feeling,

it's infactuation instead of love..

Love is a choice for u to choose a person that u are

willing to give ur next half life out to that person..

If u love a person..

but with intentions of waiting that person,

this is not love anymore..

Love someone..

is to care about someone..

not to own someone..

i write this

coz someone who always say he love me

but i dun think his love is real love..

n oso to tell anyone is that ur love is real love

if ur love now is only feeling

den i hope u now juz break with ur partner bah

coz feel

if u no le that mean u no need them

dun till u no feel le only hurt them..

ppl is got feeling de

not u wan hurt den hurt

do u noe what is the feel when someone get hurt

pls dun hurt ur partner

coz tat feel really very bad

Carrefoue RoLLeR again

yesterday 2nd of december go roller again..
9.00am alarm wake me up d..
but i still felt tired
so sleep again..
den 9.30 my mum wake me up again..
she say if not wake up then no need go roller le..
cause i tell her bring me go roller at 11.30am..

11.35am my uncle bring me go carrefour
till carrefour only 11.45am
chee keen say he and his frenz will reach at 11.30am de
but i reach there sms him
ask where were him and his frenz
he tell me he still waiting bus =.="
then i went up to 7th floor
and see who was in the roller sport lo.
juz see many kids inside..
haiz..
if me go in feel like very weird..
haha..
then chee keen sms ask me wan eat a not
he tell me they wan go "uncle chong" eat
then i say i go there yum cha
and wait them come lo
chee keen, wuan di, boon cheong, wayne come le
wait them wait till 12++pm o..
haiz..

after they cum they still want eat leh..
i ask wuan di for my peendrive lo..
then he say gv le chee keen
wayne say drop in the bus le
wuwuwu..
they all bully me..
boon cheong and wayne eat curry mee..
their curry mee so fast come..
then is chee keen de chicken rice lo..
the slowest is wuan di de fried rice la..
want wait until all ppl almost finish only come..
but at last the slowest finish eat n oso the most dirty de is wayne la..
haha
after they finish eat of cause is paid la..
they all paid 1 by 1
then me is the lastest la..
my 1oo plus actually prize is Rm2.20 de
but the ppl juz take my RM2
den say the 20sen no need o..
so good..
haha.
then still let the boys say leng lui is like tis de la..
lol..

after that we take lift go up to 7th floor for roler lurh..
wa..
yesterday must be ladies day de leh..
girls only need pay RM10
but the staff say is school holiday so all of us need paid for RM20
so expensive wor..
haiz..
dun care le..
come out play dun want say money la..
if not then no fun le..
when we paid we saw ah blur inside..
den i just remind when we eating ah blur call chee keen before
ask where we areden chee keen bluff him say we aready roller lo..
haha..
den juz see ah blur sitting in the roller canteen there
i go in le no ppl accompany me play leh..
all duno how to play..
me just play myself..

after play awhile
james and kean huang reach le..
then i ask them faster come in la
cause i really so sienz inside
then no ppl tell james can use member yesterday..
actually wednesday can't use member de
but they count as school holiday..
so can use member lo..
stupid james got member oso no usehaha..
RM10 like this gone le..
james come in le then i ask him bring me lo..
he say need warm up first..
then suan lo..i play myself again..
'bang' i fell down le..cause unbalanced lo..
very pain leh.
got three part of my body get hurt..
most pain is my hand la..
got blood come out le..
then i ask james help me to call yuen shan to buy plaster for me when she reach
then i ask james to pull me lo..
he so bad..
still say need to warm up first..
haiz..
then i sit in the corner myself lo..
james see me so sienz..
then come ask me why dunwan play..
then me duno tell him what le..
then go play myself again

after half an hour
yuen shan and wei yean reach le..
jian oso reach le..
then ask jian come in la..
shan and yean take plaster for me first then go wait felicia come lo..
not only felicia o..
and her's brother oso..
this the first time her brother come
haha..
he so lucky..
so many ppl want teach him..
the first 1 is wuan di la...
like himself very pro..
come and teach ppl o.
haha
they come in le
then we play together lo..
then i pull yean..
but not pull too long la..
cause me unbalanced ma..
scare make she fall down..

after that soong yen come le..
he wear long white shirt and white pants..
duno how to say him la..
haha..
dun careabout his wearing la..
Then i ask james pull me again la..
coz he aready warm up le..
then he answer me he is swting leh..
haiz..
finally he came pull me le..
that time i pulling yean..
just a while then yean felt unbalanced then let go le..
then me oso let go le..
cause too many ppl block us le..
then we continue play and play..
suddenly soong yen prostrate yean fell down
so both feel down lo
lol
yean so pity
then soong yen say want bought drinks for us
cause make yean fell down
feel so sorry to her
haha

we go rest
then he go buy 3 bottles of mineral water to us lo..
after that i go roller lo..
1 round later i go find james and ask him help me to kept my phone
cause my pants too heavy le..
want drop le..
den yean oso ask him to keep her phone
haha
juz regrade him is our locker la..
then go play with yean again
then saw jian
ask him pull lo..
then he keep run
then me and yean fell le..
i hurt my hand
then i go toilet..
come put le then i still chase jian ask him bring me
but
suddenly
'bang' again..
at the corner when i want turn
behind got a guy run so fast
drop again..
knock my hand again..
pain..
after that then jian come ask me got any hurt anot
i keep dunwan answer him
hng.
angry le..
then ask him to bring train
he just bring awhile
he say behind to heavy le
and his left leg and his both hand feel pain.
then me played lo
then ask james to pull again.
play play play

about 4pm
chee keen themwan back le
then4.30pm
felicia and her brother want back le
felicia want play train
i go bring them lo.
haha.
so good 1st time bring train they no drop leh.
2 round le
then felicia went back le..
after felicia back
me oso want back le
jian pull me a few round
then myself play a few round oso
then me go back lurh..

after me back
james, kean huang and soong yen go snooker
yean and shan still playing
after that i duno what happen le lo..

~RoLLeR again~

Yesterday I , brother , sister and my cousins went to carrefour roller
becoz my mom asked me to bring them for played lo
and and and...erm...
actualy I didnt want to go
cause no friend accompany me
but my mom must me and my relative went to carrefour play
becoz my mom busied for shopping

then me sienz lo..
and yesterday I didnt have any friend accompany me play..
just my relative..
ask my fren go den my fren say me sot de..
den i ask James go lo..
I thought he dun want to come
becoz when I asked him to came
he kept asked many things
and oso want me bought drinks for him when he came
suddennly he stopped reply my message
den I juz thought he put me aeroplane de
after half an hour he continue reply my msg le
he ask me where am i y can saw me in roller sport
den I only noe he came to carrefour d
and I was surprise he came ! lols
James so good lo..
he come accompany me o..
haha..
is't it got any meaning ma?
haha..
of coz no la
we juz fren only ma..
dun think so many la..

before James came
I played alone and felt bored lo
and sms with someone
den I met a new friend his name Jian
firstly he played with my cousin brother de
den after my cousin brother fell down
he just stopped pulling him le
den I played with him lo
he not very balance la
he pull me n fall jor 3 times
lucky i didt fall down..

when James reach here
he played himself
see him so alone
and I felt not so good lo
cause I asked him came here played
den let him play alone meh
den I went closer to him
and asked him to roller with me lo
he roller is good la
but he duno how to bring ppl de
always kick legs together
unblanced..sad
and also let my 38 sister say he is my bf=.=

erm..
tired le..
go bought some drink n sit down chat together with the new friend
when i were playing i felt James felt bored
then when sitting down I felt the new friend felt bored
haha
cause me only chat with james n Jian sit beside me nth say
juz let me eat a piece of chewing gum..
after rest for awhile
we continue roller lo..

and the new friend actualy he is James's brother friend
how i know leh?
becoz he asked James "do you have a brother?"
Then James answer "yes , why ?"
he said he is his brother's friend
and he ask James to ask his brother to come out
then James said you go and ask yourself la..
and bla bla bla..
they chat..

when playing
i'm swting
couse they didnt turn on air-cond
in the middle we keep roller and rest

the funniest thing in that day is
Jian's pants was brust a hole le..
the hole place is the importance part of the boy body..
haha..
after that he told me he want went home
den i juz say goodbye to him lo
but at last he also haven went back home
den he still say juz a small hole
nevermind de..
still can continue play

play not long den Jian went home
before he went home he took my phone number
den sms me lo
James continue accompany me played
he taught me how to go backward
and taught me how to roller like circle
but that already so late
my mum call me and ask me back le
so next time only learn lo
after that we went home
James so pity
he need walked back home
haha
so sorry for him
cause ask him came and not always accompany him