Dream End

The second time LOVE a person so much..
But all the time when I so love a person
The person won’t treat me good
And couple with me not with their heart
Even how they say they love me
All also lie.
I hate all the playboys

I spend a lot of FIRST time memories with him
Such as the:
First time
Go countdown end of the year with him
(I ask for my dad for long time only I can go out that day)
First time
Watched firecrackers with bf
First time
Saw many drug addict taking drug
First time
Saw the people after taking drug de manner
First time
Let all cousins know me couple with him
First time
So lucky he live above my grandma house
(That when I small always will go de place)
And first time this…
First time that…

And I hope
You are always there for me
When things tend to go wrong
It’s that faith have in me
That makes our love strong
Haiz…

He already have 2 weeks no find me le
I don’t know what he thinking about
During the time he no reply any message to me and did’t answer my phone
I always find people to chat with me
And when every time chat about him
My tears also cant control de drop down
I get hurt le
Is very hurt
A friend suddenly ask me,
Did I think before why I so love him?
Then I answer,
Cause he treat me very good
And give many freedom that I want
And dun know why when he angry I will very scared
Then he told me that’s not love
Me getting a wrong feeling to this boy
And say me is only think the boy is my bro
But after that I say I very scare he will leave from me
And I will cry for him any time that I feel he was sad or get hurt
Then my fren ask me to call the boy out and tell him about it
And say if the boy still leave me
I can just slap the boy and forget him
Lol
I tried to ask him out before but he don’t reply my msg and don’t answer my phone
How can I ask him out?
Haiz…

Slap?
Say easy la
But I think I no the seniority to slap the boy bah…

Forget?
Not everyone also can forget a person so easily
I tried before
But I can’t

Till now
I also getting the same hurt
Did’t I still need to waste my time on this kind of person?
I hate myself why will be full of sentiment to this kind of boy
I hate myself falling love in you
And I will remember how you treat me
I won’t forget as long as I live

I need to forget u as fast as possible
And who can teach me how to forget a person easily and wont get hurt anymore?